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Name: Michael Kevin ( Eloha )
Country: Canada
State: Quebec
Metro: Montreal
Gender: Male


Interests: Poetry, philosophy, biographies, guitar, song-writing, esoteric debates, couseling, psychology, transpersonal and perennial topics, eco-communities, deism, modern humanism, appreciation of ancient cultures, Romantic age poets, Renaissance art, astrology, secret occult knowledge, connecting with other artists and thinkers, founding secret societies, learning, history, reading, coffee shops, Auroville (where I come from), cats and dogs, drinking rain, playing in the snow, bothering Trina, writing at wee hours of the morning, my inner life, finding spiritual truths and writing them down in a *private journal.
Expertise: Giving comments which make no sense, being shy, hiding behind masks, reaching out without good reason, being aloof from my own feelings, indulging in my neurotic habits, procrastinating dreadfully, "peter pan" complex, voila, catch me if you can!
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Nonprofit


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Member Since: 7/24/2004

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Tuesday, May 01, 2007

 

The Secrets of Both Worlds

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I pray that I can still die to myself,

Yet walk the earth sowing compassion –

To meditate in speech and design patters

Of enlightenment-in-relationship,

Joining hands and stepping into the serenity,

An unworldly place where we all meet,

That the only true identification is abstract,

The principle which governs all life, transcends,

Wrapped up in an external life, yet internally free,

I pray that I shall be a vehicle, for some undiscovered force,

A signature of the secrets of existence,

A beam of intelligence and feeling upon the sediment,

Intoxicated by that which is most essential,

The incomparable love of purest subjectivity.


 

Book of the Sylvan Histories

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If I could breathe one breath of the truer life!

What daily acts would my soul hasten forth,

Of marble ages overwrought with beauty’s gleam,

And the streets that have sunk to the bottom of the seas,

If I could give lips and words to tragedies of before,

And piping songs to the striving quest for re-birth,

How I marvel as the centuries pour and move,

Unwearied of the toil of each brave venture,

Whose leaves bid every spring Adieu, good year,

All life in human passion must love and contend,

The ancients walk in new forms again, the charm of new bodies,

Youth; the novelty of melodies as bold as before,

In mad pursuit of the feeling of being alive,

The elusive harp music which fades near the back of each mind.   

 


Sunday, December 18, 2005

Question for the Masses - A time for everything under the heavens, and death!

Kindly and gently ponder please the following psychological journey:

1. If you died tomorrow, what would you most regret NOT doing or accomplishing in your life?

2. As your spirit would soar upwards to the 'beyond' galaxies what would you be thinking?

3. Which two people would miss you the most?

 

 


Saturday, December 17, 2005

 

Artistic Poverty

 

I found my life pleased, in not succeeding very well,

By traditional standards dashed, but subjective glory still,

Raw as a spine fed but only once per a day,

No breakfast for my brain this morning I suspect,

But morning is aligned with night in my life, so in smiling to myself,

I better appreciate each ‘day’ under the microscope,

This present touch, the greatest hour,

My melted fire, my angel’s choir,

The pitter-patter dreams sinking into a trance of stone,

A realization that the Venus in me is almost undressed,

And peeking indiscreetly I find myself in love,

More with the thought of ‘the other’ than with the responsibility,

I find my life so very pleased, defining my own equivalent to health!

 

What do Women Want?

Lev says:

stupid question

Lev says:

but you've had more experience

Lev says:

do girls actually enjoy any conversation except pointless smalltalk

Lev says:

as in, what do they like to talk about

Lev says:

with you

'le Spark' - Mike says:

don't belittle them Lev

'le Spark' - Mike says:

lol

'le Spark' - Mike says:

yes they do

'le Spark' - Mike says:

they like to see you use your intelligence, humor + show some self-disclosure

'le Spark' - Mike says:

they want to be asked stuff

'le Spark' - Mike says:

they want that give and take

'le Spark' - Mike says:

they want u to be friendly + positive + show ambition

'le Spark' - Mike says:

lol, that's what they REALLY want

'le Spark' - Mike says:

so u can just copy and paste this somewhere

'le Spark' - Mike says:

for future reference

 

So what do women want? Ur a woman, I'm not, so just forget what I told my young friend Lev for a sec, what do you as a woman, want to hear?


I told you the girl with the pink socks was going to be good for me, okay well, there was that one awesome converation at the pub at least.....anyhow.....

This is Magenta: she rocks btw:

http://fanclub.ms/magenta

Like a death cab for cutie song gone wrong, I shall prevail, maybe a couple of months down the road, maybe tomorrow, but i will.

 

 

You May Say That I am a Dreamer

 

Beneath the fluttering curtains of vacant looks,

I know these frozen streets have secrets to offer,

For in this stubborn breast my only faith is love,

Not for some weakness of my youth, but because

Of my soul’s choice of experience, what makes me grow,

You may smash the idols of my dreamy looks,

With a great systemization of this world’s realism,

Which slowly turns its bottomless stare upon me,

Not as fruitful as the conversation of a good woman,

But as needy for me to act upon my desires, if I ever

Wish to possess the wealth and culture which I once sought,

Maybe there is no divine kiss waiting for me tomorrow,

But my future being both kind and terrible,

Pulls me to some far horizon I can no longer envision…

quote from E-mail:

ok. change sometime.  there...I've reminded you...now what are you going to do about it?!  lol...isn't that just what you asked for dear One!  (I am laughing...I don't actually mean this.... because I think you are PERFECT as you are.  to change would take away from your beauty and charm...to grow and develop is another thing....but I love you as YOU my dear.
 
Ah...yet again have to run (so typical! LOL) but will write more soon....much love and hugs deary!!!
me
 
another quote:
 
*I can understand your need for connection, and I have it too, so I'm going to be more honest with you, and more aware of what's going on.  It's not so much what you can do, all I can say in that regard is stay true to who you are as much as you can, and I will try to be true to me, and in being ourselves, we can learn what it is to be true friends.  The only thing I can suggest other than that has to do with what i can do.  In deciding to re-connect with you, I made the conscious choice to be a friend, and to do that, I will have to stay honest, stay respectful of my own limits, and also respect you in all you are, not judge.  I know we have similar difficulties, and this tendency towards fusing ourselves to others, and when I didn't know how to set limits, this was too difficult to navigate.  I am more conscious of this now, and have learned to stay myself more, and so what I can do, is stay true, so that I CAN be a friend. *
 

 

Conversation with Ophelia

 

Let me drop my pain and sorrow,

Back into the river of life, wings of escape,

Where in these calm black waters,

Ophelia still floats below the sleeping stars,

And the elves still use their hunting horns in these woods,

Of my subconscious fears and clinging miseries,

Which like a ballad of regret, sweet madness?

Cradles the comfort of what is most close,

Singing a mysterious song which falls from golden stars,

O pale Ophelia, if I am your child, where is my inheritance,

That I am as beautiful as you, but still as haunted, so?

Stung by liberty too many times to survive here,

Whispering of magical things, my restless soul,

My heart still listens to nature’s songs,

The grumbling trees the nocturnal howl of the wind,

Let my pain and selfishness dissolve like your death Ophelia,

In my infant breast I knew this was to come,

Strangled by our own words, by the habit of our self-dialogue,

The infinite still flares in our youthful eyes,

Self-defeated or not, come what may,

The starlight in me still seeks the flowers you gathered

Ophelia.

 

Lev says:

thinking about marriage?

'le Spark' - Mike says:

are u kidding me?

Lev says:

lol

'le Spark' - Mike says:

I'm still looking for 'soulmates'

Lev says:

wow

'le Spark' - Mike says:

call me immature.

'le Spark' - Mike says:

lol

Lev says:

and you still haven't gotten bitter about it

'le Spark' - Mike says:

I never will Le

Lev says:

it's amazing

'le Spark' - Mike says:

Lev

'le Spark' - Mike says:

that's why I'm the chinese goat

'le Spark' - Mike says:

or that this is what make sme tick

Lev says:

lol

Lev says:

ramming the wall

'le Spark' - Mike says:

no enjoyng eating the flowers

'le Spark' - Mike says:

a gentle thing~!

Lev says:

lol

Lev says:

ok

'le Spark' - Mike says:

lame and lazy and smiling still, oh me!

Lev says:

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